my problem

I can really only focus on one thing at a time.  Occasionally I can work in a second thing in some free time from doing the first thing, but it's always very clearly shoehorned into whatever schedule I've set up.

Case in point: I feel like all of my effort right now has to go into maintaining my weight, to the point that I don't feel like it leaves enough time for me to have a job.  I currently have the desire for my hypothetical job to be one that keeps me active, but with the way corporate America is set up, I won't be able to make enough money to live on my own in the city that I'd be working in with such a job.  Because, you know, apparently people whose jobs involve constant physical exertion for 8 hours straight don't deserve to make a living wage.  Or, apparently, nobody deserves to make a living wage, according to the rich, the elite, and the Republican.

some shit

I keep this kind of shit off of my other blog, but here it's totally fair game.

I kinda feel like I'm in a hole lately.  Things are collapsing around me and I can't grab a hold and pull myself out.  It's all small things that by themselves any dickcheese could look at and say "oh hey just do this problem solved", but in doing so, they miss the point.

I got a lot of shit weighing on my mind and it's overwhelming.

The only reason I'm able to really have fun is because I'm ignoring all the issues piling up.  Every time I think about them my day just goes to shit.

So.  Things that need to change, or otherwise need fixing:

• I need a job.
• I need to move out of my parents' place (again).
• I need a car to call my own.
• My main computer died.
• My server died.
• I need a new system switcher for my consoles, the current one has flaky video connections (at the very least).
• I need to play the backlog of games I have piled up, rather than using it as a trophy that only ever gets bigger.

I'm sure there's more than that, but it's all I can remember at the moment, and I'm about to go to sleep, so it's all that's going to be in this post.

Realizations

I'm surrounded by weeaboos.

These people have never had any decent level of exposure to any element of any culture other than Japanese manga, animation, and music.

>2017
>not knowing about or appreciating classic American rock
>only getting your entertainment with an audio language of Japanese
>acknowledging that you've shortchanged yourself by not having branched out, but still not branching out

Also is it me or are the majority of millennials also SJWs?  Every fucking time I'm out with friends it's "that's probably racist" or "whitewashing" or "misogyny" or some other piece of fucking bullshit.

PROTIP: any time I hear any of the above quoted words/phrases, I immediately tune out the rest of what you have to say, because it's not worth my fucking time to listen to your drivel.

I guess it's my fault for surrounding myself with people that are 12+ years younger than me.  I should "just get a job" and find friends my own age, I guess.